E.M.P.T.Y

I was held alone
With one shadow
Walking back and forth
The same route everyday
I am feeling so empty...

Feeling empty,so incomplete..

Feeling worthless as i stand up on my feet.

Feeling exosted from all the cries as i felt the rush of all your lies..

I felt so empty while i sit here and cry, i think about my life and how its all a lie..
I walk down the halls with hollow eyes, empty heart, with empty cries..

about 3 things

i feel extremely blessed to God about 3 things i was absolutely positive..

1st,..

i hv a great family ever who's loved me on the way would take a lifetime n more, for something's can't be put into words...it's really nice to hv a family that can laugh as much as we do..esp. my mom,she's everything to me..i want to be just like her when im older..

my sweet family

2nd,..

i hv lots of friends who always here for me..a piece of thanks so+too+very much for embracing, loving n supporting me..it's overwhelming to think so many wonderful people like u are beside me..Great friendship remind us how special our friends and friendships are..after all,,what would we be without friends? they share our laughter,,n our tears, they support our decisions,,even when they don't agree with them..im truly proud to say that "u r my bestie i ever had"

my Baby Bala-Bala

n 3rd,..

i hv a great man..hahaha..loving u is the best gift i ever had..although i just realized that u're the only one tottaly patience with me..my bad,my stupid n ridiculous things,.n all about me is one package u've accepted...

my lovely man

Soundtrack of This Week

"Long Live"

I said remember this moment, in the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds and stands went wild
We were the Kings and the Queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now
We are the Kings and the Queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming this is absurd
Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall

Will you take a moment, promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if god forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children some day
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you
Long, long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

1st Baby BalaBala Jr.

Friday,3rd of June 2011 our baby bala-bala was born..so excited when we arrived @ the maternity hospital..

Anak pertama dr kakak pertama dr anggota kedua tertua kami (hahahaha). ooh,,so cuutee bgt anaknya...walopun si ibu blm pulih pasca operasi,,tp tetep sumringah melihat kedatangan kami,(terpaksa kayaknya) wkwkwkwkwk..

ini new born pertama sejak kami berlima membentuk anggota Baby Bala-Bala. So pasti ponakan pertama tante2 muda nan bahagia ini :)

Our Baby Bala-Bala

InsyaAlloh,,klo tdk ada halangan n mendapat ridho dr Alloh,,bentar lg akan ada the 2nd our baby..amiiiin3 :)