E.M.P.T.Y

I was held alone
With one shadow
Walking back and forth
The same route everyday
I am feeling so empty...

Feeling empty,so incomplete..

Feeling worthless as i stand up on my feet.

Feeling exosted from all the cries as i felt the rush of all your lies..

I felt so empty while i sit here and cry, i think about my life and how its all a lie..
I walk down the halls with hollow eyes, empty heart, with empty cries..

about 3 things

i feel extremely blessed to God about 3 things i was absolutely positive..

1st,..

i hv a great family ever who's loved me on the way would take a lifetime n more, for something's can't be put into words...it's really nice to hv a family that can laugh as much as we do..esp. my mom,she's everything to me..i want to be just like her when im older..

my sweet family

2nd,..

i hv lots of friends who always here for me..a piece of thanks so+too+very much for embracing, loving n supporting me..it's overwhelming to think so many wonderful people like u are beside me..Great friendship remind us how special our friends and friendships are..after all,,what would we be without friends? they share our laughter,,n our tears, they support our decisions,,even when they don't agree with them..im truly proud to say that "u r my bestie i ever had"

my Baby Bala-Bala

n 3rd,..

i hv a great man..hahaha..loving u is the best gift i ever had..although i just realized that u're the only one tottaly patience with me..my bad,my stupid n ridiculous things,.n all about me is one package u've accepted...

my lovely man

Soundtrack of This Week

"Long Live"

I said remember this moment, in the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds and stands went wild
We were the Kings and the Queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now
We are the Kings and the Queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming this is absurd
Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall

Will you take a moment, promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if god forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children some day
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you
Long, long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

1st Baby BalaBala Jr.

Friday,3rd of June 2011 our baby bala-bala was born..so excited when we arrived @ the maternity hospital..

Anak pertama dr kakak pertama dr anggota kedua tertua kami (hahahaha). ooh,,so cuutee bgt anaknya...walopun si ibu blm pulih pasca operasi,,tp tetep sumringah melihat kedatangan kami,(terpaksa kayaknya) wkwkwkwkwk..

ini new born pertama sejak kami berlima membentuk anggota Baby Bala-Bala. So pasti ponakan pertama tante2 muda nan bahagia ini :)

Our Baby Bala-Bala

InsyaAlloh,,klo tdk ada halangan n mendapat ridho dr Alloh,,bentar lg akan ada the 2nd our baby..amiiiin3 :)

Great Friends!!

Kemarin (30 Mei 2011), Mataram diwarnai hujan deras di siang harinya..tp itu tdk mematahkan semangatQ untuk bertemu dgn org2 hebat..

Mas Erick,dkk berkunjung ke Mataram..as usual,,pastinya qt2 diajakin pepotoan.. Diawal plan,mw pepotoan di pantai Tanjung Karang,,tp apalah daya dikarenakan hujan deras yg tak kunjung reda..akhirnya kitapun berteduh di sebuah cafe sambilan nunggu hujan maksudnya..terhentilah qt di d'berugaq coffee shop..

Mas Erick ternyata bawa temen2nya yg lain yg blm aq kenal sebelumnya..Alhasil qt pun berkenalan..disalah satunya ada mbak Kiki namanya..ternyata eh ternyata beliau itu alumni Elektro Unram angkatan '96 looh..trus kesamaan qt lg,,dosen pembimbingnya dulu sama dgn dosenQ skrg..selain wejangan2 ttg skripsi yg beliau berikan,qt jg saling share gmna dunia kerja bsk.. trus pengalaman2 dy selama kerja di Trakindo Newmont..aiiiiiissshhh...mantapeee!!!

Disaat temen2 yg lain pada sibuk pepotoan,,aq sibuk sendiri dgn mbk kiki yg punya segudang crita n pengalaman slama jd mahasiswi teknik..waah,,seru bgt obrolan qt kmarin..seneng bgt punya temen2 baru yg hebat2..

Puas ngobrol n pepotoan di d'berugaq,,waktunya searching makanan (lagi)..berhubung cuaca dingin,paling pas mkn bakso ato mie ayam yaa..menujulah kami ke pangkalan bakso terdekat :p

Nyang-nyang kenyaaaaang....lanjoot having fun @ nav deh..huakakakakakaka..semua personil aslinya kluar deh..yg dr mas Erick+Wisnu yg belagu nyanyiin si Bruno Mars,,buntut2nya pencet tombol STOP sebelum lagunya berenti di bait kedua..hahaha..Mas Helmi yg hobinya ama kerispatih,seventeen,dkk sejenisnya,,mas Vicky yg malu2 n hobinya tepukin tangan (krn akhirnya brenti nyanyi jg) :D

Berhubung sdh malam,,aq n Kenny pamitan duluan deh..

Huahhh,,pokoknya hr itu puas bgt..apalagi bs sharing ama org2 yg hebat dan berpengetahuan luas..jd byk dpt ilmu baru..Sayangnya di hr itu adalah farewell party jg bwt mas wisnu n mas wahyu krn mreka ditugaskan ke Jakarta dlm beberapa tahun kedepan..huuuummpp...c u yuaa :'(

nice to know u!!

about friendship

a friend gives hope when life's low..

a friend is a place when u've nowhere to go..

a friend is honest..

a friend its TRUE..

a friend is PRECIOUS..

a friend is YOU!! 

a friend is SWEET when its NEW..

but its SWEETER when its TRUE..

but u know what??

its SWEETEST when its YOU!!

My Baby Bala-Bala

 n a friend is not like odah n omas :)

sunday morning

Minggu pagi ini aq awali dgn beres2 kamar n...

jreng..

jreng..

taraaaaaaa....

ugly finger :(

  

 hahahaha,,udh g punya kuku,,kuku kecil2,,tangan buntek2,,tetep aja narsis tuh jari :p

Bgitulah,,pagi menjelang siang yg kurang kerjaan sambil prepare buat ngedate (g jg sey,,krn perginya bareng ponakan2 si mas) wkwkwkwkwk..

Mau pergi karaokean aja susahnya minta ampun,,dr set 2 siang, jam set 5 br dpt room (tumben!!!!)..Walhasil,,selama nungguin wkt,,ngajak jln2 n mkn2 si ponakan2..kata si mas "banyakan ongkos nunggu ruangan dr pd byar karaokeannya" hahahahaha..nasib deh klo bawa pasukan gini :p

titik,asty,aby n tifha :)

Pulangnya mampir deh mkn mie ayam bakso di dpn butik misty..hmmm..yummyyy :9